So here's the deal... i haven't been able to write anything for a bit, to be honest been having a pretty strange time of it, my girlfriend and i 'have'/'are' spilting up. Which is totally horrible, very sad and very confusing but at the same time it's kind of been coming for a while now and i know it's...( wait Cheesy breakup line) for the best. I've got loads of stuff to write about this,first loves and breakup's in general but i'll try keep it simple today. So on a lighter note It's the big V day tomorrow yey or maybe...... nay for some,the most romantic day of the year they all say?
The day where you can spoil, suprise, reveal yourself, and impress the one you love. Now when i asked my friend's and people on twitter what they thought of valentines.... it was a bit of a mixed bag. Some people hate hate HATE it, like want to throw up-hate it, and some people are so loved up and totally love it. Me personally....I usually love it.... well kind of, I don't buy into the whole commericialism of the day but i love abit of romance. I mean going out for a meal on valentines night is perhaps the most un-romantic thing you could actually do, i mean your crammed into an overpriced restaurant with a million other couples, literally rubbing elbows and sharing drink's with the table sat next to you...yuk! No thanks.... i think the most romantic thing's that happen between you and the one you love are the little things. I mean don't get me wrong a massive romantic gesture 'done well' is sweet and very awesome. But IF YOU GET IT WRONG, it can be a little bit overpowering and bit cheese ball at time's.
I think Valentine's day is awesome when your just getting together with someone, or your persusing someone you really like. Let's face it... it's always BLOODY nice to get a valentines card no matter who you are. It's only rubbish when you want one and you don't get one, or you think the girl of your dreams has sent you one but it's from your grandad(true story). But don't worry..... everyone will experience that time of being head over heels in 'gay girl love' with someone and YOU will get that card i promise.
If your thinking of sending someone a valentines card....do it! 100 percent do it! You don't have to even put your name on it... but if your feeling brave enough go for it, you never know they might be your valentine and as i said everyone love's a valentines card.
This year's going to be a very strange one for me like i said, i will be seeing my girlfriend cause we're meeting for a chat about stuff which is really weird but it's major complicated like most gaygirl drama's are i guess. Do i still give her a card or does that confuse things? cause i think she's made me one. i mean i think it's 100 percent the end OF US for many reason's, but i want it to end on a good note. She's my best friend after all and we've had three awesome years together that i'll never forgot, i mean you never forgot your first love. God it's going to be a weird valentines day....i think i better make her one or should i??????????? god have i even got time now...i mean i can't make her a shit one that will really be like rubbing the salt in the wound.
Anyways whether you love it or hate it tomorrow is happeninggggg....it's the one day of the year you can put yourself out-there and kind of get away with it, send that card, or a message, which ever and you never know you may just get one back.
Anyways wish me luck with mine it's not going to be the best valentines day i've had, because i'm not sure she's even my valentines anymore.
Anyways let me know how your Valentine's went or what you did, and you never know someone could be hoping you send them one.
Happy Valentines day you! haha
love GG X
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