I think the story line is awesome, I mean it crushes your little GG heart….. When you find out the actresses our in fact straight as a ruler in real life. However I think it’s awesome what they’re doing for the G-Girls, they’re BRINGING IT to the main stream, breaking the whole stereotype thing and setting awesome role models for younger G-girls.
Anyways got me thinking about how similar my GG LOVE was to Sophie and Sian’s, the ups and downs, the insecurities, that MAD love feeling when you fall head over heels in GG love.
I mean don’t get me wrong my mum’s not Sally Webster for Christ sake, but there has definitely been similarities. I watched a YOU-TUBE clip of when Sally heard of her 'Sophies’ lesbian rumors.This was sally’s reaction around the coffee table…and wait its good….
“Lesbian my EYE!…I’m having no dungarees in this HOUSE. I’ll have you know".
Aww sally bless your little Corrie socks ….everyone knows dungarees were so 100 years ago.
Ha WEB OFF…My point is though parents can sometimes make you feel like being different isn’t so much of a good thing. Let's face it.... Sally and Kevin’s idea of a wild night is red wine and beans on toast, so you can imagine when soph’s GAYGIRL news broke they weren’t exactly hyped…...more like SHOCKED to high heaven.
Coming out can be very scary, very scaring indeed…Just because you’ve fallen for someone doesn’t mean you have to bounce out the gg box waving a rainbow flag shouting IM GAY as a pineapple (Don’t know why I said pineapple… just sounded kind of right). You should just explain to your parents, sister, brother or mate that you’ve fallen in love with someone for who they are. You may be a little confused about your sexuality but your probs not confused as to how you feel about this person. On the flip side you could just know straight away who you are and want to shout it from the rooftops and that’s awesome, it’s just which ever suits you really.
(me and the 'BIG LOVE' three years ago tipsy in a hotel room)
My outburst/ Declaration of being in love with a girl was somewhat more dramatic. Fuelled by a drunken row with my secret gg. I woke my house up staggering through the door, crying and trying to make some sort of disgusting drunk food snack. Looking like Amy Winehouse/ Mascara face…I shouted at my mum….YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND THOUGH.…this behavior went on for a while whilst I hunted through cupboards trying to find random RANK sandwich fillings. I mean I really wanted to talk to my lovely mum and tell her that I’d had my heart broken by a girl, but just didn’t know where to start. It felt in my head like the worst thing ever.
Which now I can look back on and cringe/laugh, I ended up blurring it out to my sister who I had also woken up. She was so cool with it, and her reaction was just like ’Aww cool Ames, that’s ok..Actually that’s quite cool’. I understand that not everyone’s family is this opened minded and I have some tips coming your way for this very soon.
Other news this week:
>My blackberry broke today. Sad times.
>My ‘big love’ ex GG has moved out our house. Weird times.
>And I’m starting a you-tube channel. Good times.
Chat soon lovely… I’ve got a date with Lilly Allen and some shop she‘s opening.
Love GG. x
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